An Interview with Alex Chen
So what has your relationship with the Engineering and Architecture Departments been like so far?“I’ve had good relationships with both departments. That was one of the things that was so heart-breaking to me, to be honest, I feel like I’ve had a really solid relationship with the people on the architecture side…”
What is the process for obtaining a GSI position like for you?
“The process for obtaining GSI positions in Architecture is very competitive. In Engineering, appointments go to PhD students exclusively…
“In Architecture, there are something like 30 positions per semester. They go to PhD students first, then Masters students, and there are hundreds of Masters students. So I was really excited to hear I had gotten a position for this semester.”
“From what I’ve heard from other students and from my experiences GSIing in other departments, it’s like night and day…people in Architecture don’t want to rock the boat, ruin their chances for next time.”
“Even though I should have graduated in the Spring, I didn’t […] part of the reason was I wanted to keep my hat in the ring for GSI positions and other funding. So I didn’t graduate with all of my friends last Spring…
“I won an award at the graduation. I didn’t attend…just because it was too sad”.
What happened after your position was revoked? How are you feeling about the situation and the faulty reasoning the School of Architecture is invoking to justify their actions?
“The day after I got back to Ann Arbor I went right into the office to try and handle the situation. At that point I still had hope that things could be smoothed over.”
“Later that day I met with the chair and […] I tried to find middle ground by asking if I could take this class or that class [in Architecture]…but it was clear that no matter what I said, nothing was going to change…it was clear she didn’t really want me in her office.”
“That was particularly egregious, especially after having such a good relationship with them this whole time. I went into that meeting in good faith thinking they had my best interests at heart”
“I try not to think about it that much…it’s hard not to stress or feel bad about it […]”
“I keep thinking they’re gonna see the light…they’re gonna realize the wrong-doing, and then they don’t. And then they write me a letter that phrased more meanly than it really needs to be. “
But it was clear that no matter what I said, nothing was going to change… |
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“I still have this faith that I can still be of utility to the department and that they’ll hire me in some other way. I know that’s highly unlikely at this point, but it also just seems like a waste…
It’s not about money in my case, although that’s part of it; I wanted to teach, I wanted to become more facile with the material, get more experience in the academic setting, on the other side of the podium.”
“It’s just not great to feel that way…just constantly disappointed by the administration that you’ve put your faith in for the past four years.”
How have you managed to make a living this semester without this promised income?
“Over the summer I was working for my thesis professors, and that’s continued […] I was hired by one of the professors who was supposed to be the lead on the Sustainable Systems course I had received the GSI appointment to help teach.”
“I continue to have wonderful relationships with the faculty in the department. I’ve received recommendation letters from them”
What about the grievance process?
“I got in touch with Dominic [GEO Staff]…then got in contact with Nick and Jessica [GEO’s grievance co-chairs]…and they took it up and ran with it, which felt really good because I was feeling so alone. Before it was all happening in a vacuum […]”
“Last week they rescinded my tuition waiver, which I found out via email […] I thought they would hold off until the final decision”
“I just can’t believe they would behave this way, and I keep wanting them to redeem themselves in my eyes…but they keep failing to do so […] “You can’t just play chicken with people’s financial futures”
“Thank you GEO–it’s been really nice knowing there’s this huge organization that’s got my back, and I don’t have to fight this battle”
“[…] which is nice because it’s hard to stand up for yourself in these types of situations. The power structure is so clear, it’s hard to penetrate it in any way on your own.” |
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